She found it,
free falling through her pain
her need for meds
deadening the constant flame
burning
always burning her nerve ends,
We sat with her
her eyes on the ticking clock
knowing when
the pills were due to finally arrive,
she didn’t respond
to our recollections our pleas
to be,
in the end she passed suddenly
they said, her bed
enfolding her frailty, her face still,
she found oblivion
her end was peace we craved
all her intolerable pain
not any more,
nothing.
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A poem in pieces.
Shattered
shards of soul like slivers
resolve,
promises made at midnight
flow like rivers
all towards massive seas
oceans of doubt,
Shattered
carelessly handled
dropped and destroyed on the floor
what are promises for?
each day
I pick up those pieces
some shards so sharp and fine
they stay in me
serving to remind me
of shattered promises left behind.
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A poem.
The fine art
dazzling
daring
hanging
on the gallery wall,
yet
it did not move him
there was nothing, nothing at all!
he could not
makes sense of wild clashing colours
the passion
all the artist’s pain
now only valued for its’ financial gain,
Art has no point!
he sighed…
he tried
compelled by convention
to follow his wife
stopping at each piece
praying for release,
all his life
his pajamas folded neatly
by her
on his bed,
yet
this wild abstract art
glowing
flowing
knowing him,
on the gallery wall
still did not move him, no, not at all.
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A poem
The afternoon
teeters
on the edge of evening,
I sense
time pouring out
of my cup,
steady streams of minutes
mounting up
my life’s, afternoon
is nearing night.
Morning’s gift squandered
by a clueless child,
the man now in his shadow
hears birds flutter
his heart is racing now
day is waning fast,
Oh, how beautiful is the afternoon
enough time perhaps
to savor the golden hour.
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A poem
Beyond weary platitudes
poetry lingers,
out of reach of my ingratitude
beyond mean calculations
poetry lingers,
wrapped in bloody cloths
soaked in tears
of a thousand internal shocks
of closed doors and locks,
Poetry lingers,
in the pause between short breaths
exhausted, depleted
both victorious and defeated
exultant for no cause
built only to follow laws
we pause and find
poetry lingers in the human mind.
Poetry lingers
in the light of her eyes
the hope
that it never dies, the yearning
for meaning
in dark halls where the silver balls
once stood
only the remnants remain
and in the debris of our pride
deep inside,
poetry lingers.
Circles radiate on the ponds’ surface
the swans glide through
as reeds dance in time
to the winds low moans, there on the bank
we sat once
as the world rolled on and over all
who spoke out
in their long-lost shouts
poetry lingers.
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A poem of the soul.
A soul must be elastic to withstand the incessant pressure
of life’s king tide, the push and pull
as moons minions make the struggle corporeal.
Wind teases the water’s edge in rippling circlets where my feet
cool in the quiet stream, it is no wonder we equate
rivers with our dreams,
Soul or limb, all our very being is under duress yet we express
ourselves in poetry or verse, we are eloquent
in our anguish.
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A poem about poetry
I walked those gracious groves in a kind of awe
as if I had never seen a tree before!
and because at home mine was winter bare
I became heady with the glare of pure light through leaves
becoming a child in wonder again,
Each knotted trunk was an encyclopedia to me
explaining life, love and pure poetry,
each leaf that danced in the soft autumnal air
reminded me of my own tree, now bare.
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A poem of time.
Saturdays slip by into
Sundays,
melding into Monday
only to find
Tuesday has been and gone,
Wednesdays
hold the line, bisecting the week
until Thuesday
breaks the hold opening
the door for Friday,
when I sit
thinking of it all as a passing parade
my usefulness fades,
time accelerates
and slows down at the same time.
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Ageing poorly, poor me!
I know in my deepest core,
what a bore,
what a chore it is to see me,
what a bore
it is to be me, I see it clearly
roles reversed in time
now the old man just whines,
that deficit
of deep generosity she has
is a scarcity in me,
I don’t know how to stop the slide
my hull is careened
waiting for a higher tide,
what a bore
to be self-obsessed and learning
how awful you really are.
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an ode to her
Around the concrete corner
catatonic crowds wander by her,
she stands still
refusing to cry, another blow landed
on her humankind,
shivers imperceptibly ran down her spine,
Crowds shuffle
automatons absorbed in their anhedonia
bring it on!
she muses inside
while the human tide
has risen to impossible highs, now
she can only sigh
at the faint fleeting cries,
Hey! I heard her say sharply
let’s go
we don’t have all day, we don’t have
all day.
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